haiz.....seems like I can't sleep well tonight

Today, I heard your news from Kaki, so happy, and I also knew that you are fine n still happy at your working place, seem like you guys so......happy, but I feel lonely here.......That day I went there, the 1st person I meet is you, you were shocked because I suddenly appear at your behind, haha~ actually I want to stay longer to chit chatting with you guys, but P looks so unhappy and quite no mood act......so I din chat with you guys a lot....so miss the time we chit chat play a lot of fool things.....bla bla bla, so, at the end, I still miss you, miss you so much, when Kaki said about your funny events, I started to imagine how you act, your emotion, your funny funny talking slang/style........you sure not gonna find me to chit chatting, because we're friends, very very very ordinary friends, haiz.......I wish to has gathering, so that I can know what you're doing dis few days/months, haha, I'm stupid, ya, so stupid although I know you not gonna have 'feel' to me ( I don't use 'like'/'love') because that is impossible, arrrr.....midnight already, I start to miss you, hey, good night, take care......^^